good lord

Well, tonight we had an impromptu bachelorette party. It was fun until we went to IHOP and some guys ruined it. Well, one guy in paticular went from nice to ass in .5 seconds. Wierd. He was really mean. Also, Roz left today. BOO.. I had so much fun, we went out so much that we didn't get to do the talking thing as much as I would like. But it's cool cuz we still call each other all the time, at least once a week. It's funny, not so funny haha, but funny, that with Roz came the drama, and now it's kinda just calmed down. Hurricane Roz. Just kidding Roz, it would of happened whether or not you were here. Now with everything, it feels like all my emotions are settling and I am finally realizing what has happened this past month. The shock has kinda wore off and now I find myself going into lala land because that place is better than the reality that I am in. I am the queen of advice, but can never take my own. It sucks.. Do nice girls finish last? Do I have to become a bitch to get what I want in life? I hope not because that is just not me and I know I can't be happy like that. *sigh* Damn....